This is one of the days na talagang tinatamad ako.
Ayoko magtrabaho.. ayoko mag-isip... I feel na I'm so paralyzed... When you dont have a contract to be used as a basis for you work.. when you havent received your JAnuary salary because of the absence of contract... when everyone has already received their differentials and bonuses last month and you are the only one left who is hanging on the wall.. and not to mention that I am in DEBT just to be operational for the last one and a half month... it seems that you being stompped out of work and your being so hopeless...
After the emotional turmoil.. here comes another struggle... your livelihood itself.. The momentous awaiting of your financial needs in which the Lord has provided me... Grabeng test of PATIENCE and PERSEVERANCE ... Hmmm.... by God's grace nakakakain pa naman ako.. nakakhitch sa mga LGU na sasakyan para makalibre ng sakay.. at buhay pa ako.. hheheh..yun nga lang.. la ng panggastos sa discipleship, sa personal na pangangailangan ng katawan at sa tulong sa Bahay, milk ni lei, pang koryente, bayad sa assistant, pangLOAD at pang initial travel sa mga cliente pag kailangan talagang umalis sa office...
I pray that I wont end up waking up one morning na di makapasok sa work kasi wala na akong fare... PATIENCE PATIENCE PERSEVERE PERSEVERE!
