This is one of the days na talagang tinatamad ako.
Ayoko magtrabaho.. ayoko mag-isip... I feel na I'm so paralyzed... When you dont have a contract to be used as a basis for you work.. when you havent received your JAnuary salary because of the absence of contract... when everyone has already received their differentials and bonuses last month and you are the only one left who is hanging on the wall.. and not to mention that I am in DEBT just to be operational for the last one and a half month... it seems that you being stompped out of work and your being so hopeless...
After the emotional turmoil.. here comes another struggle... your livelihood itself.. The momentous awaiting of your financial needs in which the Lord has provided me... Grabeng test of PATIENCE and PERSEVERANCE ... Hmmm.... by God's grace nakakakain pa naman ako.. nakakhitch sa mga LGU na sasakyan para makalibre ng sakay.. at buhay pa ako.. hheheh..yun nga lang.. la ng panggastos sa discipleship, sa personal na pangangailangan ng katawan at sa tulong sa Bahay, milk ni lei, pang koryente, bayad sa assistant, pangLOAD at pang initial travel sa mga cliente pag kailangan talagang umalis sa office...
I pray that I wont end up waking up one morning na di makapasok sa work kasi wala na akong fare... PATIENCE PATIENCE PERSEVERE PERSEVERE!
Hello Joy! Hay naku, I was in that kind of agony too at some point with the province...I think around 2003-2004 where contracts for project-based employees were always delayed. At times, God is agitating us from our comfort zone to seek other opportunities that might not be in the locality your are with right now. Just open yourself with other career possibilities! You have great potential in you and you truly deserve the best job you wanted. Only if you truly love your job right now that no matter what...you wanted to hold on and just be patient in waiting as long as there will be an assurance to have your contract processed soon.Do not forget to still SMILE with all of these temporary things in life.
ReplyDeleteHehehe you are right te Arhj... RuMEPP is a turn about love programme I have been into since 2005. I guess this attachment has just kept me from looking for other jobs. But to my observation, the Lord is keeping me here... kahit nagaaply ng papich pichi sa ibang companies, di ako natatanggap! I dont know His purpose but If this is His will.. I have to stand firm.. im just praying for patience and self-control... hheheh!
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